Friday, April 29, 2011

Labor

Okay so I was going to post this big long thing about how I went to my sisters labor and how amazing it was, so much so I can't describe it, I almost cried several times because it was such a miracle. This huge baby just comes out of this little tiny women, doing no harm to either of them and he will grow to be a person, think, act and choose for himself, and maybe one day be right there helping his wife bring new life into this world again.

But because one I can't share all the details, since it wasn't me, two, you probably would stop reading but the time I was finished, and three, I don't have words to really explain what I want to I will just say this.

It was amazing, my sister handled it so well it actually made me want to try to do it again. ( I wasn't extremely happy with Anthony's birth, glad he is here and healthy and we are all well, but not happy about the way I handled it) Unfortunately birth isn't really something you just get to do over, or try again. I can say if I do have any more kids I will be trying to remember everything I saw and use it to help me. I really don't know where this is going. But anyway I would like sisters there, maybe a few.

Anyway, I am glad I went, child birth really is a miracle and I wish everyone could experience it, or at least experience seeing it. But all in all I know our Heavenly Father is looking out for us and knows what each of us needs to experience and what we can learn.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Relationships

Here is what I have been thinking about lately:

In the end it is how you handled your relationships that will really matter, everything else is well.... just stuff.